In sovereign service to the Earth and the human collective, I’m regularly holding space for any soul who would like to unpack and integrate the wisdom held in war trauma: trauma that is often carried along from generation to generation, and from lifetime to lifetime.
My intention is that all of us, whoever is ready to do so, are supported to heal ourselves and to stand in our power.
Invitation: joint intention to transmute war trauma
This is a joint effort: many beings are supporting this. My guides are present. My cats and dog are healers in their own right and are holding space, too; and they bring a network of allies from several lifetimes, too. Whales and dolphins in the Earth’s waters, white lions and trees and dragons on & in the Earth, and countless other beings who support the evolution of consciousness on Earth, are also joining in upon our request.
Please note that this is an offering for other souls to unpack war trauma, not an obligation. Every soul is free to welcome this transmutation or hold on to the trauma, whichever suits them best.
If you have experience in holding space for others, and would like to join us in holding space for other souls to unpack their war trauma into war wisdom, you are very welcome to let me know.
Let’s find out if we are aligned to do so.
Please read on.
We can only hold space for others to the extent that we are free of judging their experiences.
Joining us might impact you in unforeseen ways.
So please, read on carefully.
For every soul, regardless which part they played
To support every soul who is willing to receive healing, i.e. distill the wisdom from war trauma and unpack the light that’s been put under pressure (this is the consciousness held within the pain), we need to acknowledge that everyone involved in war is affected by it. Every single soul is affected, even the ones organising and facilitating it.
War has been a very effective means of spreading fear. It is one of the major “divide and conquer”-tactics. In my view, everyone who is or was involved in a war is traumatised, regardless of the part they are playing or played.
What I mean by “playing a part”
Immersed in the physical experience of our lives on Earth, we easily identify with our bodies. But we are much more than our bodies. We are “incarnated consciousness”. We play different roles/parts in different lifetimes, gaining soul wisdom from each experience – whether those experiences are joyful or painful.
For instance, in a particular lifetime we may choose to experience life as a happy mother of four, as a father who loses his only child, as a girl with prolonged periods of illness, as a talented musician, as a wise and friendly old man, as a woman with wide open psychic abilities, or as a man with profound multiple and intellectual disabilities.
As souls planning to incarnate and create a body on Earth, we may also choose to experience being involved in war:
- as a refugee,
- as a soldier closing his heart to be able to kill others for what he believes is “the good cause”,
- as a weapons dealer,
- as a prisoner in a concentration camp,
- as a guard in a concentration camp,
- as a war strategist,
- as a child losing her parents in the 6th bombing on her 8th birthday,
- as a banker intent only on making money,
- as an officer ordering three cities and thousands of people to be bombed,
- as a woman losing all of her siblings in one way or another,
- as a woman with an appetite to feel power over others,
- as a man who is so hurt by his life’s events in childhood, that the only desire left is to create as much suffering for as many others as he can,
- as a teenager who is so hungry that he finds himself, in exchange for a little something to eat, telling on his neighbours who are hiding a few people to try and keep them safe.
- et cetera: you get the picture.
I like the image presented by Elizabeth Wysen, that we are all writing our own stories and books for the library of consciousness.
If you choose to experience the pain of being murdered, you need another soul willing to experience killing someone and bearing the pain of this act. I remember making both of those choices, in different lifetimes.
Simply put, there are choices that result in bliss – and there are choices that result in a lot of pain.
Both may make interesting stories.
Viewed from this perspective, why would we want to judge our own choices (in this and other lifetimes) and other people’s choices as “wrong” or “right”, as “good” or “evil”?
Are you willing to grow from this?
In essence, if you decide to join us in holding space for any soul who is ready & willing to unpack war trauma and gain the soul wisdom from it, you intend to let go of any opinions or illusions that make you judge yourself and others with respect to any part they play or played in a war situation.
Are you ready & willing to meet these opinions and judgments within yourself, realising they are illusionary and limiting thought patterns?
These might actually be some of your favourite opinions to let go of, that feel like a part of who you think you are and that have been held in your family line for a long time …
If you prefer to hold on to those, that is perfectly fine.
In that case, however, this “work” is not for you, because the effect of joining us in holding space is that you unpack and integrate aspects of yourself as well, and that your consciousness expands beyond such limiting beliefs.
If this is not for you, that’s fine. Perhaps we’ll meet some other time.
In any case, thank you for reading this far.
Holding space for others
When I started preparing for this, I thought (= my mind told me) that it would be hard work, and that I would be feeling and facing a lot of painful darkness. Well, honestly, I did: in the last few years I acknowledged utter worthlessness, guilt, shame and arrogance within myself, just to name a few.
However, having done all that inner exploring and expanding in previous years, and coming up to the March Equinox 2025, it started to feel more like a celebration. I did not expect this at all.
But it makes sense: to transmute war trauma for the souls who accept the offer, to unpack and integrate this much pain and consciousness under pressure, it takes a lot of light to flow through. And the timing is right, now that everything is aligned towards birthing new ways of being with and living on the Earth.
This “work” of joining our presence to hold space together for others is not about working hard. It is not about DOing anything.
Holding space is about BEing very present and grounded in meditation, and allowing Source to hold you – hold all of us – in an alignment that accommodates lots of light flowing through.
If you choose to join in, it is also about you being willing to let all of that light transform you, in ways that you (as an Earthly person) do not control.
This is my joyful contribution to the general clean-up that is going on at the moment on Earth.
Dates to hold space together for others
If you do decide to join in, here are the dates I planned to hold space for and offer support to any soul who is ready & willing to turn their war trauma into soul wisdom.
Thursday evenings, from 8pm to about 9:30pm CEST (Amsterdam, Berlin):
- May 8th, 2025: WW II on European soil ended 80 years ago.
- June 19th, 2025: within the build-up of the June Solstice on the 20th.
- July 10th, 2025
- August 14th, 2025
- September 11th, 2025: 24 years after the “war on terrorism” was introduced, and 80 years & nine days after Sept. 2nd 1945, when WW II finally ended in Asia.
Join in?
If you would like to join in, send me an e-mail at paulien@piodoor.com, explaining a bit about your motivation to do so. Then let’s meet up on Zoom or Telegram, to find out if our intentions and way of working are aligned.
Preparing yourself
Perhaps you read the above information and you do want to join in, but you noticed you are holding judgments around one or more roles people can embody in a war.
Then first, take care to prepare yourself in any way that suits you best.
You may also find that life is presenting you with a few situations that bring up such judgments in you. Mostly, you co-create these situations when you unconsciously hold judgments about yourself that are ready to be transmuted now. If you are willing to see and accept this, that in itself is a huge step towards transmutation.
Remember: we can only hold a safe space for others to reveal and integrate more of themselves, to the extent that we are free of judging their experiences.
Please, be gentle with yourself and others.